I am a dominant cross dresser who loves dominating sissies and females. I am a refugee from the imploding Tumblr and I am so happy to have been sent to bdsmlr. Over time I will relocate my stuff here.
I am a lifelong crossdresser who has experienced the complete range of experiences associated with being a kinky transvestite. I loved my teen years exploring my sexuality and discovering a love for bondage and orgasm. My passion for dressing in female finery and playing self bondage games that included shuddering orgasms became unquenchable.My college years were filled with more sexual exploration of the normel type with scores of sexuall relationships and tons of sexual gratification. I struggled trying to find someone to share my kinky side with, unsuccessfully.I married after college and hid my kinky side from my wife while playing games on the side when travelling and seeing a pro dom for some bondage fun. My wife discovered my extracurricular activiies and following a few months of relationship hell and a few visits to my pro dom, my wife became my Mistress.Many decades later after so many wonderful years of serving my Mistress I lost her in a terrible accident and wandered aimlessly for some time. I rediscoverd my self and found that I had developed a very strong dominant personality.In my silver years as I approach 80 I have a new found love for dominating other crossdressers. I have a passion to place others in tight bondage and tease and edge them to eventual orgasm and locking them in chastity. I love the sound of very horny trannies begging for orgasm and pleasuring me while promising me anything to be unlocked. I have also rekindled a desire to play with females in bondage too. The female form is the ultimate that sissies strive for and that awesome female form is so arousing when in tight bondage.
I do have other blogs, but I am most active here. They are,
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This pandemic provides lots of time for reflection This image brings back an awesome memory of my time as a submissive.
As my Bio points out I spent nearly 30 years as a sissy slut owned by My Wife/Mistress Marie before Her passing and my transformation to Dominant. During most of that time I was required to wear full sissy lingerie including panties, bra, garter belt and stockings, a camisole and about half of the time a corset. All of this under my three piece business suit. As the Vice President of a large company I was the boss to 70 employees and my kinks were secret.
As my retirement was starting Mistress Marie decided it was time for my coming out party. After my morning shower I shaved making sure my now hairless head was smooth. I was instructed to dress in the clothing put out for me and when done resume the humble position.
The first thing I noticed was my chastity belt key next to the chastity cup electrostimulation gear. I knew immediately what to do and removed the chastity belt, slipped the fat 2 inch ring behind my clitty and balls and lubricated my glans with conductive gel I slipped the fat 1 inch ring around the head of my clitty. I connected the wire to the ring and laying it along my now erect clitty rolled a condom over the wire and clitty. As I have done hundreds of times I opened up another condom and gathered it like stockings and pulled it down my clitty and stretched it over my ringed balls.
My cock was now wired and encased in 2 condoms. Next was the fat monopole electrostimulation butt plug which I lubricated with the conductive gel and pushed it deep into my sissy pussy. The pins from the Erostek ET-302R were plugged into the 2 wires and I tested the function. I picked up the dog shock collar and carefully tightly buckled it behind the clitty ring with the electrodes deep into my ballsack skin, making sure it was turned on. I plugged in the other lead from the ET-302R and placing the chastity cup over my very aroused pointed up clitty I pulled on the very tight latex thong panties securing the chastity cup against my lower abdomen. The clitty I so wanted to fondle and stroke was now secure in the hard shell away from my hands.
Next were the black seamed stockings making sure the seams were perfectly straight. The 6 inch heel oxford shoes were put on and laced tight with the locking flap making the knot inaccessible. Standing I pulled the leads for the Erostek ET-302R up and I pulled on the tight high waist black thong back foundation garment that enhanced the large bulge in my crotch. The ET-302R leads hanging out of the top.
Next was the bi-pole breast electrostimulation electrodes, on each breast. Over the breast electrodes was my 44EE breast forms and tight black bra. The leads for the ET-302R were plugged in and it was slipped into the pocked in the right breast form. Now I laced on my black satin corset. It took almost 20 minutes to get the corset closed using my lacing tools.
Now I struggled to get my ankle hobble locked on because the tight corset made bending nearly impossible, but my 16 inch hobbles now limited my stride to a sissy perfect 16 inches. Almost done. I put in my butterfly inflatable gag, buckling the strap behind my head and slipping the lock in the buckle. I pumped the gag to a fairly comfortable level, put in ear plugs and pulled the spandex hood with blindfold over my head. The next item was the 2 inch sissy collar with leash buckled around my neck followed by handcuffing my hands behind my back. I knelt and waited.
Mistress Marie took me by the leash and led me out of the room. I was taken to our living room where Mistress Marie announced, “Here is my sissy husband ladies!” I was mortified as I realized that I was about to be known to strangers as the sissy I am.
I could feel several people around me touching me all over asking all kinds of questions. Mistress Marie pulled off the spandex hood and as my eyes adjusted to the light I could see 7 women, all who had worked in my company. I was stunned and tried to speak prompting Mistress to pump the gag until I could not speak. I was helpless and some of these women held grudges against me for perceived sexual discrimination.
It was a very long day for me as the seven and Mistress had great fun using the remote controls that tormented my clitty and balls much to the amusement of the seven. I remained fully sissy dressed during most of that first time. Late in the session Mistress had me strip to expose my wired clitty covered in the condoms and everyone could see how much pre-cum had accumulated in the condoms.
Mistress loved sharing how excited I got when treated like the sissy I was. Mistress used the estim to force me to ejaculate and then sternly rebuked me for cumming in the presence of these beautiful women. I was punished severely by the high intensity shocks from the dog training collar. I was on my knees, and in the fetal position begging incoherently for mercy. The women were truly sadistic.
The forced ejaculation and punishment became the play of choice and the condom was filled and hanging down. Finally, Mistress Marie ended the session by having the one young woman who seemed to hate me the most carefully remove the condom. I was brought to my knees again and Mistress Marie removed the inflatable gag and I was fed the contents of the condom and made to chew the condom like gum to get out all the cum.
And for the many times later that I was made to serve these women I spent many hours naked and wired to stimulation, servicing them, pleasuring them and after that it was like I had 7 Mistresses.
These memories serve me well as I have evolved to be Dominant and provide a huge wealth of experience to use on my submissives.
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This pandemic provides lots of time for reflection This image brings back an awesome memory of my time as a submissive.
As my Bio points out I spent nearly 30 years as a sissy slut owned by My Wife/Mistress Marie before Her passing and my transformation to Dominant. During most of that time I was required to wear full sissy lingerie including panties, bra, garter belt and stockings, a camisole and about half of the time a corset. All of this under my three piece business suit. As the Vice President of a large company I was the boss to 70 employees and my kinks were secret.
As my retirement was starting Mistress Marie decided it was time for my coming out party. After my morning shower I shaved making sure my now hairless head was smooth. I was instructed to dress in the clothing put out for me and when done resume the humble position.
The first thing I noticed was my chastity belt key next to the chastity cup electrostimulation gear. I knew immediately what to do and removed the chastity belt, slipped the fat 2 inch ring behind my clitty and balls and lubricated my glans with conductive gel I slipped the fat 1 inch ring around the head of my clitty. I connected the wire to the ring and laying it along my now erect clitty rolled a condom over the wire and clitty. As I have done hundreds of times I opened up another condom and gathered it like stockings and pulled it down my clitty and stretched it over my ringed balls.
My cock was now wired and encased in 2 condoms. Next was the fat monopole electrostimulation butt plug which I lubricated with the conductive gel and pushed it deep into my sissy pussy. The pins from the Erostek ET-302R were plugged into the 2 wires and I tested the function. I picked up the dog shock collar and carefully tightly buckled it behind the clitty ring with the electrodes deep into my ballsack skin, making sure it was turned on. I plugged in the other lead from the ET-302R and placing the chastity cup over my very aroused pointed up clitty I pulled on the very tight latex thong panties securing the chastity cup against my lower abdomen. The clitty I so wanted to fondle and stroke was now secure in the hard shell away from my hands.
Next were the black seamed stockings making sure the seams were perfectly straight. The 6 inch heel oxford shoes were put on and laced tight with the locking flap making the knot inaccessible. Standing I pulled the leads for the Erostek ET-302R up and I pulled on the tight high waist black thong back foundation garment that enhanced the large bulge in my crotch. The ET-302R leads hanging out of the top.
Next was the bi-pole breast electrostimulation electrodes, on each breast. Over the breast electrodes was my 44EE breast forms and tight black bra. The leads for the ET-302R were plugged in and it was slipped into the pocked in the right breast form. Now I laced on my black satin corset. It took almost 20 minutes to get the corset closed using my lacing tools.
Now I struggled to get my ankle hobble locked on because the tight corset made bending nearly impossible, but my 16 inch hobbles now limited my stride to a sissy perfect 16 inches. Almost done. I put in my butterfly inflatable gag, buckling the strap behind my head and slipping the lock in the buckle. I pumped the gag to a fairly comfortable level, put in ear plugs and pulled the spandex hood with blindfold over my head. The next item was the 2 inch sissy collar with leash buckled around my neck followed by handcuffing my hands behind my back. I knelt and waited.
Mistress Marie took me by the leash and led me out of the room. I was taken to our living room where Mistress Marie announced, “Here is my sissy husband ladies!” I was mortified as I realized that I was about to be known to strangers as the sissy I am.
I could feel several people around me touching me all over asking all kinds of questions. Mistress Marie pulled off the spandex hood and as my eyes adjusted to the light I could see 7 women, all who had worked in my company. I was stunned and tried to speak prompting Mistress to pump the gag until I could not speak. I was helpless and some of these women held grudges against me for perceived sexual discrimination.
It was a very long day for me as the seven and Mistress had great fun using the remote controls that tormented my clitty and balls much to the amusement of the seven. I remained fully sissy dressed during most of that first time. Late in the session Mistress had me strip to expose my wired clitty covered in the condoms and everyone could see how much pre-cum had accumulated in the condoms.
Mistress loved sharing how excited I got when treated like the sissy I was. Mistress used the estim to force me to ejaculate and then sternly rebuked me for cumming in the presence of these beautiful women. I was punished severely by the high intensity shocks from the dog training collar. I was on my knees, and in the fetal position begging incoherently for mercy. The women were truly sadistic.
The forced ejaculation and punishment became the play of choice and the condom was filled and hanging down. Finally, Mistress Marie ended the session by having the one young woman who seemed to hate me the most carefully remove the condom. I was brought to my knees again and Mistress Marie removed the inflatable gag and I was fed the contents of the condom and made to chew the condom like gum to get out all the cum.
And for the many times later that I was made to serve these women I spent many hours naked and wired to stimulation, servicing them, pleasuring them and after that it was like I had 7 Mistresses.
These memories serve me well as I have evolved to be Dominant and provide a huge wealth of experience to use on my submissives.